we are all fragile, we are all lonely

I feel fragile so many times,
know which door to open, but don't have any strength to go
know that God is there, but still feel terribly lonely..
know what is worth, but still stuck on trashy things...

I realize that madness is not that far away...

I need THorazine

Sesuatu yang berharga...pernahkah merasakan beratnya memiliki sesuatu yang berharga?
ketika kita telah memilikinya, pernahkah merasakan sangat sulit untuk mempertahankannya?
i know everything will be over someday..
i would rather not have anything...