for those who are lonely the same

agh, really, i really am lonely...
this pretty world only makes me wanna cry, she excludes me from the glory....
have u ever felt so low? so low till u cannot fall further?
i walked across the night yesterday,
feeling stupin because i had expected someone to walk beside me, to walk after me, to run behind me and pull me to his arms, telling me not to go alone to the cliff, but to take him instead...
how romantic, how foolish, like a bad star, hoping for something that will only be a joke...
but in the end i knew, that in his silence, he holds something true, something which i try to believe in, although i know it will never be eternal...
o, how i wish it would...
lovers, God, which kisses are the best? tell me, in this busy world, where can u hide?
kiss me once again and i will walk the path alone,
romantic, isnt it?



(doctor, am i a neurotic?)